Attracted to the Pain

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I'm taken in by the scars on your skin.
I'm well aware that you're damaged goods, and baby, that's why I'm here.
You cry to me again, I'm attracted to the pain.
I'm self aware like an invisible man who knows that he isn't there.

I'm a bottomless jar of nothing.
You're filling me with something that makes me feel whole.
Better to wish you were dead than wish nothing at all.

But don't confuse me for a saviour. I'm not here to ease your pain.
I just need something to remember and you need someone to blame.


from Negative Space, released May 3, 2019
Music and lyrics: Callum Wagstaff
All instruments: Callum Wagstaff


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Bittercup is the personal catharsis machine of Callum Wagstaff. He hates himself and has found people enjoy the fruits of his shameful confessions, related in sweet serenades, intense outbursts and rarely anything in between.

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